As a clue in Monday’s explosion, it seems like a long shot. But neighbours of the Hickory Drive home in Mississauga which blew up Monday afternoon are telling the CBC that they have found notes and letters which seem to apologize in advance for the actions of the writer. That’s the interpretation of either the neighbors or the writer. There are no such words quoted. Police have taken the papers as evidence. The CBC story says no one so far can tell in which home these letters were written. “There’s nothing to connect it to the actual house,” police said. “As you are aware, there are a lot of damaged homes. So we’re working on connecting it to wherever it belongs. We’re not specifying what’s on the paper, what the documents are. We’re just asking if you do find something, turn them over.” Residents who read the notes told CBC The letters say the describe being in pain and ask God for help. A second letter shown to CBC News also mentions health challenges and includes an apology for the writer’s inability to keep up with home maintenance and cleaning.